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weirdass dream

 i have disturbing dream where i was about to go do group assignment project and then get tangled up with many activities and accident. so the school is looked like my junior high, and we were abt to go to the destination where the assignment take place. and then suddenly i get caught up with idk what but i was outside and then the skies turn dark as it means its night already.  the school are closed and im about to go get my bicycle but it locked and then somehow the sky turn bright meaning it was morning, so i can get my bicycle. but my ass! it was sunday and i couldnt get in. skip i forget this part but somehow my bicycle is outside and i park it accidentally on the side of institute across the street. so all i had in mind was how i can use a slipper???or sandal. and i go to the main building which was a building of my institute where i have my bachelor degree (irl) which like a valley and then when i was about to go to the highest top to look for sandal, there are a few cars passing by and somehow the sidewalk narrowed down to nothing. and i couldn't go there. i walk down agin, and then i go to the left side/edge of the institute. there is a sidewalk and i can walk just fine, suddenly at the top the sidewalk and the road are above my head and spin toward left, i carefully regain my step back as i met an old man. he said, "don't go near here, there were 3 of em and they're all dead" i didn't say a thing and i safely in piece go back to the start. and then i need my bicycle. and i met my friend which i haven't talked to since last year and he was my bf's close friend, lets call it dm. so i go back to where my bicycle is. its already in pieces! i look at dm in despair a scream for help and he agreed. theres a wedding nearby and my bicycle part is mutilated and somehow like they want to giveaway my bicycle parts for souvenir. the wedding hasn't start so me and dm broke in and looking for the man in charge. they say sorry because of accidentally mutilating my bicycle and that i and dm can go looking for my bicycle parts that scattered around like a game. we finally able to get all the pieces and put it back all together (so ez to build a bicycle back from multiple pieces when its a dreamland) as soon as i get my bicycle back i say thanks to dm and go to where my group assignment take place, and i gaze down on my feet... i am using sandal all this time.

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